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2mrw sport at our sch, i represent band, bt found out band nt qualified bcoz of mie, i nvr cum last saturday 4 the 'practice', soo nt enuf ppl 2 run, soo they disqualified band, yes! i am soo happy, veri happy, no nidda run, yey! niwae my runnin also nt gd, n i dun wanna run later ma water face drop if i run, coz i sure lose, n i'll bring adisgrace 2 both myself n HKMB, ahhh, soo relief, y is life soo full wit ups n downs, sumtimes gd things juz pop out of n where, when we're nt expecting it, soo called miracle, happen 2 mie lots of time when i tot it was indeed the end of the world for mie, bt nt many gd things juz pop out 4 mie, n ma fwend, tom, we seem a lil off, sum ask if we fight, others ignore us, lyk hw tom ignore mie...well, i doo tot tom was playing, soo i followed along till i realised hey, mayb tom's 2 much, mayb tom's wrong in treating mie lyk tis bt hey, mayb i'm wrong 4 nt replying hes msges n soo tom gt angry, i dun noe, bt i can't blame ani1 rite nw except 4 ma phone, hu seems 2 b delaying ppl's msgs, soo dispite hem, no 1 is 2 b blame..haish, mayb i take things 2 seriusly, bt hey ppl bgan 2 realise, maybe its true, mayb i'm nt dreamin or thinking 2 myself, maybe tom n i, well shud restart again, n say hi 2 each other often, bt still, theres tis person, bob, whu stay stuck in between, irrritatin, bt i dun blame hem, hes a gd guy, fun 2 hang out wit, bt at the same time bad, i dun noe, i juz feel bad, mayb itz also bout mie, coz i been hanging wit diff grp of ppl......i dun noe, n wad ever happens ,happens let it be...